Colors of the life-bow

Ppl read books to gain perspective, to obtain knowledge....to transcend the obvious and get into the subtler dimensions...

I guess the greatest open book staring into our face is Life......the most scientific and most enigmatic.

Those multitude of experiences and range of colors life has in its rain bow....say I call it the Life-bow with the million VIBGYORs in life...hehe!

Living in a stretched moment, running till the edge of the knife.....pleasant titillating aroma of love ...... memories which linger on but refuse to go ....wounds of heartbreak.......roller coasters of success and failure....a mother's tender kiss.....a father's stable eyes....the touch of sound....and the tunes of the wind.....

And what not...every new moment holds the key to a new lesson.....coming in full circles.....wher u more or less gain as much as u lose....

And what else.....I thank God for giving me the ability to read life....and savor it both ends....

Well, I'm high on life....and the life-bow ride :)

I'm a joker

I feel like a joker today ,wearing a smile and juggling stuff and that too so badly.....hehe...have been dropping the ball now and then...

I wish I wud get paid suitably for that...but I think I'm feeling pretty good jugglin bcoz whatever the end result may be ppl r gonna applaud and make me feel good

Different issue...only I know whether I won or lost.....feels great...flying under a cartload of deadlines...my shoulders r bent but my heart seems to soar....hope I feel the same when my grades r out!

Wilderness....

Clad in ruthless sensuality the elements of life becon me to shake hand with wilderness....stepping from childhood to maturity and way back again...

Its fun, when u dont care bout results...swaying ur body to the tunes of change....casting glances of superiority...

How I like these chains of conscience which hold me back and make me want newer things more than ever...

Am getting caught in the spell of a spectrum of changes.....I'm likin it...but it wudnt change one wee bit of a thing...judge me if u can...:)

I'm ...u know

Gimme a happy moment
I wanna live life in it
Gimme a sad life
I wanna blow it as tear
Gimme a smile
I'll save it in my heart
Gimme light
I'll fill my eyes with it
Gimme darkness
I'll hide my sadness in it
Gimme tears
I'll make it a vehichle of prayer
Gimme the oceans
I'll seek silence in its depths
Gimme a song
I'll feel its pulse in silence
Gimme phrases
I'll melt it into music
I'm a woman
and I lov being so :)

Sleepless in Philly

Its one of those days when nothing comes ur way and as u expect......ofcourse packed with surprises....

Had a ruff ruff day at wrk...something which I really slogged 4 all weekend...actually, for quite sometime now dint come thru...was breaking in pain...and called a coupla my pals....Here u go!,actually they had the same thing to crib bout. "Good! I'm not alone in the Titanic'.....am I not a sadist ;)?

Wanted to come home and fix the lose ends at wrk.....but I caught up on a movie.When I got it from library, I just saw it had Meg Ryan and TomHanks on its cover....hadnt read the name...thats how sad I was....

The movie's 'Sleepless in Seattle'... was totally rejuvinated after watching it...some elements of the movie wer real mushy....some too stupid to believe...but the point is that I wud hav exactly done the same stupid things if I wer her....hehe....was a totally fulfillin xperience....God bless Meg Ryan and the dialogue writer....:)....Ofcourse Tom Hanks was totally adorable

I'm sleepless now wondering bout the thot of 2 strangers made for each other somewher..the usual Yash Chopra movie theme....I wonder everytime why it sounds so new!!

Hehe....Life cud be ruff....things cud not wrk out....but I gues thers a lesson if we giv one hard look and ofcourse the better things in life always counter the sadness....I'm glad I hav ppl around to care and love me! Thanq god!

Back to my wrk now...3 AM in the morning....I'm sippin coffee....I'm so bloody spoilt...some one shake me up!

Another start

The sun's rays caress my eyelashes as the darkness breaks into dawn and widens into daylight

......the night has not ended...the thoughts still smell so fresh....are they dew drops or seeds of thought? my mind is racing on the charriots of time...

I have a lazy smile on the edges of my lip...a feeling of content only I know....as I peek out into the fresh air....I feel I'm reborn

Guess whatt I did a night out on a Sunday..jusfinished my assigntment! Done for good...grrr!

Good morning folks :)

Looking back

Have been in some hurry for quite a few months now..to go on...get on...ahead and far..

And for one sudden moment I pause the frames of time and look back...and I express 'My!'....how the winds of change hav eroded the stable plain lands into canyons so steep....

I must say time has the magic .... it knows it all and it does it all....to change one's life..to help one grow....smiles of fullfilment and pains of dissatisfaction flash in front of my eyes...I must admit I have changed so much...!

I have departed from myself in countless ways...and I am trygin to connect to the superior things...so called superior things...in the other ways...

A sort of uneasy feeling creeps in....all these oscillations some temporary some permanent...what would it all mean...I donno now ..but I will wait...

But the answers to all these lie in me, sooner or later I know....its upto me to look at it with simple eyes. The world has brought in so much dust in the eye that I'm unable to see my soul...:)

Nevermind...thers a new day..and a new way....and ofcourse time knows it all

Warm cosy dreams

Just watched a movie with my usual multi tasking of work,dinner and incomplete 'hi' ,'hello' business ...

I hav had a steadily hectic day....thers so much more to go...and here I lay cuddled in my cosy comforter totally shielded from the truths and illusions....

I am happy as a child , no worry ,no pain....no losses no gain....I dwell in this bliss in an eternally large single moment....blanking myself into a thoughtless space...

I'm happy for this moment...I'm happy for this silence....I'm happy to connect to not to 'what I am',' but to who I am'.....the gentle warm fingers of angels caress my forehead and whisper luulabies into my dreams...

adios..im in heaven...and a blank page...gnite :)

Love and Sun

As I walk down the silent streets of the Medical College Campus, I notice the fences and window sills endowed with a delicate bunch of fresh greenery and budding life...they all look at the sun..

Every leaf, every plant reaches out for the packets of light flowing thru the part delicate, part harsh, rays of sun.....and smile cheerfully...

It quite so similar to life....we all look for acheivement,success, money and materials...and drag the paths of life to reach them...

We knock down every milestone and move forward.....and look for the next one...and so on and so forth.....

But is it all this we'r looking for....? May be not....thers something deeper and stronger ruling thes material pleasures....ruling success and acheivements all along....something called love...

Like it or not, the ultimate undercurrent controlling factors of life is love...where science and technology have failed...love and faith in known or unknown elements have taken over...

Undeniably love adds meaning to life....may be shapes life better than we think we do :)

Musical and muses

>The heavens are blue
Proclaiming to you
The golry of God thy Creator

The sunset thats bright
What a beautiful sight
And they say all the glory of God

Author of beauty of beauty God on high....etc


>Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens
Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens
Brown paper packages tied up with strings

These are a few of my favorite things......etc

What wonderful words....pearls of thoughts knit into garlands of muses...musical and heart warming......

I love playing with words.....all the fiddle-diddle....and hustle bustle....and all new meaning emerging out of every effort....

Life is all about thoughts or actions or words....:)

Hi Ther

This is my first post on the blog. I've been on an open diary for quite some time and have created ardent critics and fans...

Here u go...shades and shades!!

Shades of blue...and shades of gray....my moods and secrets they portray.....

The depths of oceans , in their silence .......... part describe the urge of passions..

Alllrite allrite....that was a badly written poem....:). Im in a dreamy mood now...and need to do hellotsa wrk.....

Bbye 4 now